Sophie's Walk, for Ziggy

Difficult post for me. I've had a heavy heart for about a week, with a few crying jags thrown in for good measure. I realized (well, not realized because it's always right beneath the surface...that pain), no, I remembered that this year would have been Ziggy's 5th birthday which seems somehow more significant to me than the 2nd, 3rd or 4th. Maybe because it's half way to 10, and right after he died I would think, "I need it to be 10 years from now because maybe then I will be able to function."

So, this year, things are hard again. Possible pain-filled posts ahead.